Wednesday, July 8, 2020

Civilized - Rollins Band







"Freedom, you ain't no freedom, you want your freedom
Your freedom is killing you man, freedom
You can't handle your freedom, hey
And now you're dying for it"










Hopefully we all had teachers that challenged you a little more than most, stayed current, and made learning an inclusive experience. That teacher for me was my high school senior year government teacher, Mr. Stableford. He'd been teaching for a while and didn’t seem worried about pushing the envelope since he wasn’t concerned about losing his gig. Plus, he was teaching high school seniors so were all 17 and 18 year old’s and I appreciated being treated like an adult. “Duke” (his first name) stood well over 6 feet tall and drove an old school pick up truck with a personalized license plate that said Grtfl Ded. He was passionate about the political system, current events, and a huge music buff. He’d always be blasting music between classes till the bell went off. One of the projects he had students do each year was to pick a song that dealt with some type of social issue and then have each student play their song, give a little history of the artist , and then talk about the issue. As an example, he played us Rage Against the Machine’s “Take the Power Back” Every time there was a curse word he would act like he was going to turn it down but instead made it louder. What a jokester. I immediately riffled through my case logic cd book trying to figure out what song I would like to share. I was a huge Rollins Band/Henry Rollins/Black Flag fan back then (and now) so I decided to go with the attached song.

Henry and his roommate were robbed at gunpoint and his best friend ended up getting shot and killed while he was able to escape.(There’s actually an Unsolved Mysteries episode about the events, wild that show is back) I can’t imagine what that would do to someone but can see why this tune was composed. This version is from Woodstock 1994. I remember my girlfriend at the time ordered the whole weekend on pay per view and I recorded this concert, Nine Inch Nails, Porno for Pyros, Green Day, and Cypress Hill. I believe I still have these performances someone on VHS. It would be another year before I would attend my first Lollapoloza so I was a wee bit young to head to New York and see this spectacle in person.

I bought the book pictured back in 1997 at a bookstore in Boston Massachusetts. Pre amazon days it was difficult to find some of the alternative books and CD’s in my town so I had to take advantage whenever I was in the big city (fortunately for me I grew up an hour away from Washington DC) I bought many Rollins books back then. The first one was Get in the Van which chronicles Henry’s beginnings with Black Flag. Henry doesn’t sing with a band anymore but he does travel the world doing his spoken word shows. I’ve been fortunate to see him 5 or 6 times. In the shows he gives his take on current events, traveling the world, and experiences from his many years in a rock band. Check it out when we can do that again.

I thought of this song after my town held a rally entitled “GunStock Rally 2.0” (cute play on Woodstock) over the 4th of July weekend. The press put out the usually pictures of the typical "gun rally action figure"…Bulletproof Vest, Assault rifle in hand, beer belly, and some type of camo. (confederate paraphernalia and Make America Great items sold separately)  The organizers boosted 15,000 people would show up to fight the new laws that let you buy only one gun per month, give up their guns if they represent a danger to themselves or others and have a background check before purchasing a firearm.(about 250 people showed up) Wait, those weren’t already laws?

This song came out in 1994, 5 years before Columbine. I managed to make it out of my schooling experience without ever having an active shooter drill or even fearing something like that would happen. I don’t know that these measures will cut down on all mass shootings but as someone wiser than me once said,” The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.” Seems like a good time to change some of the variables. Oh yeah as a shout out to Mr. Stableford here’s a little two for Wednesday. Is the Rage song written back in 1992 still relevant? Uh yeah.  

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